Orey TEnsion!!

appa..its been almost an era since i came bac..illai??..neways the other day i went to perur temple..patti, :) my cute patti had arranged for an abishegham there..so i had to leave early..all of a sudden i am too much into god n temples nowadays..mostly durin these recent evenings i hang out wit ma bud karthik..he goes to temple everyday n i accompany him..its so peaceful inside the temple..ok..i aint writin an essay abt my ENLIGHTENMENTS or anythin..crap!!..ok gettin bac to the abishegam..i didn notice that the entrance to the main SANNADHI was not too high..i was doin the usual vetti polapu of sms ing..i hit the wall hard n went down..couldn understand wat the hek went on..phew..i came to ma senses but was real angry..i cursed the fella who built such stupid small entrances,..that would be Mr.RAJA RAJA CHOLA!!..lol...neways i dunno wat happened after that..i was damn moody n angry the whole day..i was pickin on evryone..i almost lost it..i called up all ma pals n started blastin them like anythin for all the stupid reasons..n that evenin as usual i went to karti's place..i hated him that day cos he looked smarter than me...i blasted him too...but i guess eventually he knocked some sense into me..!! :P ok..intha post ethuku na..if u ever go to temples watch out for stupid low entrances..cos if u get rammed in the head it will HURT..yipee!!..one more stupid post to go wit the rest!!!!!!!

One in the rain!!

YA..Coimbatore is simply awesome,.its climate unbelievable...burnin hot in the noon..but contrastingly pleasin in the evenin..i love the rain..its been on for the past three days..im LOVIN it..totally..so i was sittin wit my patti today not knowin wat to do..there was no power..so i was a sittin duck n had nothin to do..but then suddenly poetry OVERFLOWED..[:P] lol...

These days never promised hope,
My life,a long winding rope,
I look up at the skies,
Only dark clouds shadow the light..

And i wish for it all change,
To end all sorrow thats decayed,
I look out far and wide,
The lightning flashes in my eyes..

Right then,i saw a ray of hope,
That pierced my eye with a brilliant stroke,
She walked before my shallow eyes,
And brought a smile to my dark nights..

When i used to sit and cry,
All the pain that lurked inside,
I tried hard but i could not swipe,
The tears that crept from my eyes..

She wiped it all away alright,
All the pain and sorrow from my life,
She worked like wonder,like the magical rain,
That pours down from the dark skies..

She brings the love back into my life,
She takes her time and shows me whats right,
She is there for me yeah,by my side,
Like the pouring rain from the dark skies,
To wash away the tears from my eyes...

This poem is dedicated to the love of my life,,MY PATTI.....
love u a lot granny..

Questions in ma mind..

I have been thinking a lot these days..[its a miracle that i even think :P ..lol]..Not about physics or chemistry..no..not circuits..about myself..what am i to the world....i was jus lookin at my college calender over the past one year..what the hell did i achieve comin to college??...lemme c..i did a paper presentation..went to a couple of quizzes..won some stupid competitions in college...ellarum panrathu thaan...then comin to the studyin part i did a bit..not to my full potential...[if i had did the "workin-to-my-full-potential" thingy i wouldn be in SREC...lol]..but i love my college..its like the perfect place for me...lookin on the socialising lessons i learnt...quite a lot..all the guys of my class are simply awesome..we are one BIG gang always together..one of my fren's dad passed away a couple of months ago..i remember everything that happened that day..
I was just going on a casual walk to the hostel..i went straight to susheel's room..he had been moody since morning..plus he didn attend 3rd and 4th hours..so i jus thought i would check on him....i entered his room and felt uneasy..i couldn find him...there couched in a corner..i was like "Enna da machan....??"..he turned up with tears in his eyes..then sampath told me.."susheel's dad passed away an hour ago"...My God..I stood their speechless..i was confused,irritated..confused cos i didn kno wat i could do to help the poor fella...irritated cos it was real unfair decision on him...he was cryin and he looked at me and said.."machan..enna da ippadi pannitaan!!"...i could see tears out of the corner of my eye..i controlled it and wiped em off...i tried to make him feel better..but what could i possibly say..i had no words..console..i tried that..but my heart went real heavy..i blamed god..cursed him rather..for this totally abrupt unfair situation...that afternoon i told my other class guys..all of em were there..each n every one to support him...stay by him at this sorta situation...i kept away..i was questionin myself.."why didn you cry?..you kno u feel bad??..but y didn you cry?.."..thinking such thoughts only made it worse..i actually thouhg ti was a bad person cos i didn cry..which i kno is utterly stupid..but i guess..what ever..then v all did our best to console him...all of the guys helped us to get tickets for susheel to go to hydrebad..and a very unforgettable name resounded in our ears...he was SATISH..he was doin MCA first year in our college...if it had not been for him,v couldn hav done nethin..he helped us wit money to get the tickets..he was there all the way..makin fone calls to travel agencies..blockin tickets..Vasanthan arranged for a call taxi...me,susheel,sampath and sathya went in the car along wit the DAS...Das was also very helpful..thanks to his mom,we got tickets on a certain airline..meanwhile karthi,vinod,sriram and sarvo had already taken bikes to search for tickets..finally we made sure he got the flight...i jus look back at the incident and i wonder at how great the class guys are..they are there for u whenever you need them...each n everyone..unhesistating n relentless...i SALUTE you all my frens...
Getting back to the questions in my head....i was wonderin if i was in anyway contaminated in the head for not cryin...i dunno..i felt very sad..i knew how tough it was for him..but i only wanted to share his sorrow..i so wanted to get the burden of his shoulders..these days i see him in class..v share a light moment..but i can see the sadness predominant at the corner of his eye..and i always make sure that he is fine and doin ok...i still pray to god everyday and i ask him one thing..only one "God,please let me not see somethin like this happen again.."...i kno my prayers are definitely gonna b answered..but lookin at this from a broader perspective..lookin at other people in the world who suffer and share the same sadness...i only hope i can have a word with all of them..my point is this:If you can show these people that you are always there for them,that ll be the major talking point in years to come..and if you rally mean it that alone is enough to stir some good will in their hearts..so my frens..dont think im givin you crap advice..Just see to that whenever you can,,make sure that people like susheel..people whom you may or may not know..people that need your attention..people who hide their sorrow..make sure that you do your part to make their lives a better peaceful one for them...

SONG

I am hopefully gonna learn guitar startin these sem holidays...i listen to loads of rock music..shrey i s my guru of course..plus i love to sing.i try loads of vocals of many songs..they suck of course...but if ever in the near future i learn to play tolerable guitar notes n a significant voice this ll b my first song,..

Could you please shut the door?
Can you lie down on the floor??
Its time we made some love,
With a lot of lust and hope..
Can you make this night at home,
A sparkling one for im alone...
You've made me yearn for the love,
Now its time you showed me how,
Can you turn me real insane??
Can you cry out loud and blame??
Cos i can feel the aura waitin,
To explode down to smitherins...
Wo ho ho...I feel all alone,
Break me down,with the might you hold,
Wo ho ho...I feel so strong,
So lets turn it on,but not for long...
Its only me and you tonight,
Please switch off the freakin lights,
Enough with all the fights,
Lets make love here tonight..

A ONE TO REMEMBER

These days just seem to take a lot of time,
The nights long and dark,nothing seems too fine,
Questions that keep coming back,and wake me up at night,
Reminds me of the face that i knew i missed alright..

A silent monster creeps inside my head,
Visions of an unspoken,unusual hate,
A wriggling yearn for the love of my mate,
Weighs down on my heart; its burden great..

I request the peace of my clouded mind,
But it never listens to all my cries,
It darts around in a seemingly fast pace,
Never has it seen such crooked mazes..

All i can think of is the reason for this state,
Cos never in my life had i felt this craze,
I wonder at the wonders of this ultimate sillyness,
Imagination reaches an unimaginable madness..

I relish the solitude,when the world is long gone,
It feels real great,i simply love the change,
I have tried real hard,yet is stay insane,
I just cant explain this super crazy game..

My hand trembles,rather wobbles when i hold the phone,
Her voice sends pleasure through my very soul,
This aint an exaggeration,just the fact,
Cos some might say..im a real wack!!...

I turn very silly and mumble like a kid,
I feel real good,in my right i should,
I still remember every word,every syllable,
Etched in my head,like a soothing miracle..

But now,i dunno why,someone's distracted,
And i feel bad,my gladness subtracted,
I hope i can put an end to this tremble,
Cos i jus cant lose her,even if there's a resemble..

For she has and will always stand by my side,
And so will i,till the end of my life,
For the gal who made my existence worth,
For the gal who made my life all important,
For the gal i have and will always treasure,
I only wait and hope for things to get better..

POEM NO.5

OK..this is not all that crap..i was talkin to my friend janani over the phone the other day..she was tellin about the ppl around the world..y we are gifted...sounded real weird to me..but anyways she was tellin me abt the soldiers at LOC..abt their sacrifice and stuff..as i had nothin to do i was thinkin abt wat she said..and i saw a poem comin at the end of it..here goes nothin..

Guns and barrels,
Cries of pain,
Bloodshed ridden,
All over the place..

Succumbed to the enemy,
Scorched by gun powder,
Wounded corpses,
Of sargents and soldiers..

The battlefield drenched,
By the tears of love,
The doom of life,
Stays dormant,no deny..

Souls of the deceased,
Hover on the ground,
Searchin for a way,
For comfort in the grave..

Some look at hell,
A few look at heaven,
But none can quench,
The thirst of the demon..

With the red in his eyes,
He swoops on their lives,
No oil in the bath,
Only pain left to rot..

There you go..a poem which somewhat makes some kind of sense..thus the CRAP POETRY SERIES officially comes to an end....i thank u all for ur support..i'd love it if u screw each n every poem in this series..!![:p]

POEM NO.4

Solid Fluid Mechanics aka SFM....soora kadi....its actually a bit ok..i mean the answers calculator parts r kinda eeze..but the subject is basically TOTAL CRAP...so i usually sit at the back..our sir is simply phenomenal..[did i get the spellin rite?? :O..lolz..]...he tries real hard..but after a certain limit its TERRIBLE...so this is the latest addition to the crap poetry series..

Very many days,
Vehement protests,
Crooked visions,
Rooted to your head,
Sprinkled sadness,
Enveloped by madness,
Crude to thy heart,
All that is lost,
Sentiments,sensations,
Slumbered in silence,
The spine lays dead,
At the feet of hell,
My mind is 'maniac'-ed,
Its pace dead slow,
Nephrons jus explode,
Loosened confusion,
Completely mistaken,
Perplexed perxeption,
Of death in excitation,
My grip on life,
Now a brutal lie,
My life,a lie,
All day,all night..

Thoughts unfulfilled,
Supremely blunt,
The depth of black,
Infinite at the bank,
Emotions inscrutable,
Sorrow unstoppable,
Even sleep,sorrow-struck,
Nightmares beserk,
The cry of guilt,
From far within,
Mourning Martha,
Bangs on the door,
Evolves the satan,
All on the floor,
Kill me all at once,
I cant stand this trance,
Weakened,weathered,
Wasted and hurt,
My life,a lie,
All day,all night...

i wouldn mind if u crack up after readin this..i think it is especially funny..ill quote some of my own "sillyness"..lol!!..i tried to make the poem seem very serious;so instead of actually concentratin on the topic n purpose i rather gave a damn to the words n voca..and i ended up wit some utter BULL SHIT..i still hav no clue as to y i used MOURNING MARTHA..seemed totally illogical..but thats me..n my TRADEMARK CRAP POETRY!!..he he..excuse my cranky attitude..

POEM NO.3

This one struck me..i mean the idea struck me 0n annual day..there were these competitions going on..i came to college on the morning..the guys were doin their usual rouse..someone was tellin their was a poetry competition around..the guys said "Dai Peter..poi english puluthu.."..so i decided to give it a shot..but i wanted to do a small rehearsal before the actual thing..so here goes nothing:

When everything seemed picture-perfect,
Everyone happy,everything nice,
With a sceptre under the arm,
And a smirk on his tongue,
The force of dark insanity,
Fogs the bloody harmony,
And as time flies by,
You can only sit and wonder why,
Why all the jinxes and the plots,
Comes down on your head to rot,
When the perfect balance is struck,
A disaster looms at the brink,
No shape,no size all evil,never nice,
A sharp twinge at the corner of your eye,
You turn around with a worried frown,
You see black but you know you're not alone,
You are scared to the core,
Your head it about to explode,
Purposes that had never been satisfied,
I still cant find the answers to my life,
The perception of truth seems wholly mute,
Question marks crowd in my head,
The answers...I just cant seem to get..


eppadi !!

POEM NO.2

ok...i dont remember exactly when i worte this..so here goes the CRAP POETRY SERIES:

My eyes have gone blood red,
Seeing what she did to me,
Her thoughts run in my head,
And anger surges like hell..

My heart now feels so empty,
Cos she broke it all away,
For all i did t make her happy,
She crushed it all away...

The one big question in my head,
The one that makes me feel so dead,
The one that makes me cry out loud,
The one that proves the reminiscent truth...

Why the world has shown no mercy to me??
Why the hell does she hate me for what I'll be??
Why the fuck do i cry for this rot tragedy??
Why the hell do i have to be a slave to thee??

To kill all the pain,
To keep my mind all sane,
To quench all the hate,
I shout all mucked up thoughts and blame...

"I hate you to the core,
Im tired of being down and low,
I wanna break this sad galore,
And make amends for all the false hope.."

"I wanna live my life all new,
I dont wanna live in the past and puke,
I've had enough with all your jokes,
So i say...Sayanorra bitchy you.."

"Sayanorra to all the insanity,
Sayanorra to all the trust and love,
Sayanorra to days of confused fate,
Sayanorra to my big mistake..."

So the consequences part...not too interestin i guess..i was jus pissed wit one of the gals in ma class..i was listenin to SHE FUCKIN HATES ME by Puddle of mudd(macho macho song!!)..so on the lines of that song,i wrote one on my own versions of it..but the word 'reminiscent' is so outta place dont you think..[:P]

POEM NO.1

ok...its been a real long time since i blogged...so wanted to start wit some kadi!!..ok mostly i stay jobless in col..evalo neramthaan sight adikirathu...[:o]...so i get bored now n then..henceforth i decide to write shit poetry mathiri stuff jus to spend time n squeeze my otherwise shitty head..this is the crap poetry series..i begin thus:

Deep in the woods,
I lay at mercy,
Plagued by the winds,
Of death and insanity,
Cold and dark,
This place is rot,
The scars make a mark,
Its presence felt hot,
The woods are bad,
The skulls dont relax,
They are out for their prey,
Fear is on its way,
Beware o Mighty,
For your strength aint pure,
He will hold you by the neck,
The demon is at work,
You try like a bear,
All you do is stand and swear,
But beware o Mighty,
He is real freekin creepy!!

OK..i kno the poem or wateva it is sucks..but the consequences which led to this are unforgettable..it was friday 3rd hour..computer programming lab..miss asked us to execute some C programs..i did it real fast n was sittin bored..then a friend of mine,Shanmuga asked me to check out a folder on his system..i went n saw pics of cool bikes..n after 2 or 3 pics super hot models posed near the bikes..my jaw dropped and drool started to wet my shirt..i was enjoyin it..but then a slap on the back...miss was starin straight at me..she was so angry..manamae pochu!...but namakku athellam matter ae illai!!..so i was pissed wit myself for this piece of shit act..i was lookin at the pc and i saw a pic of this haunted woods thingy..odanae my poetry overflow aaramichirchu!!..kalakkaren lai!! :P..lolz..but even i started laughin my ass off when i wrote the "BEWARE O MIGHTY" line..i was laughin ma ass off!!!

Why me??

Funny title eh??....well...today...man it has been one of the most fucked up days..nothin to do..nothin to write..nothin to watch..jus sittin all alone in my house starin at my own self..wonderin at what i was good at...i knew this was jus not my day...only yesterday i got the good news that we had no col due to the BUNTH...i was jumpin with joy runnin all over the place...wow that was a relief..NO ED exam..wooopey!!...only yesterday evenin i stayed back after col got over with a good intention to teach my fella class mates some ed...but!!..walah!!..v did the usual gig..went out for a walk outside the campus..chatted..one of my classmates,RAghu bought a new cel fone..it was a nokia 6080..[geezzz..i still wonder wat all these weird numbers indicate..i mean y is it 1100,1108,2100,1600!! :o]..

It was a camera mobile..and that was all i wanted..i dunno y but i love takin pics wit such gadgets..like i remember the day Abi bought his new MOTO RAZR V3i...it was so sexy!!...kamal had used the same thing in VV....it looked black,slick..muah..it was perfect..from day one i started takin weird pics of myself,scenery,my foot,mirror images...so i went crazee again takin pics wit this new nokia mobile..then v left college..v as in the day scholars..me das n sarvo went to eat some kaalan..but unfortunately it was all over..but sarvo n das..all they did was type type and type wit their cel fones..then i wondered at wat a nuisance they were..jus imagine..u are tellin somebody sumthin and he looks at u straight in the eye..u believe he is listenin to you and u go on and on..all of a sudden he looks at u n asks "YENNADA SONNAE??"..AArrgghh..that so pisses everyone off!!...well anyways comin bac to the present..i was online the whole of yesterday night..i talked to vais[tell u more abt her later] after a long time..then i turned in at sumtime around 1...

The next day(i.e)today..i woke up at 9..lazy lazy bum!!...mom had already left for office..i was hopin to catch up wit parti n hav fun the whole day...but out of the blue that fella had col..!! sad..so i turned bac to Abi..but he didn sound too NICe today mornin..so i let him brood over i didn kno wat..i sat down n started thinkin of some way to burn time... watched the australia-new zealand match..simply stunnin..appram i blogged took bath n ate..after all this i hoped Abi would b free..but he said he was still busy n promised he'd call bac..but never did!!..anyways i was callin evryone i knew..ranj phone line was busy..parti was still not bac from col..VK was busy too...wow..MISERABLE...i was sittin at home all alone..had nothin to do..nothin to write..i was in no mood to learn anythin!!..BORED

I tried to watch tv but it was all full of idiotic crap...SS music was hostin some crap lottery shit!!..numbers all over the place..thoo...enna waste..rite now its 5 o clock..and i still cant get my mind to do anythin...parti is still not bac from col...

But i learned one thing today..Nothin goes my way without parti..both of us share the same interests..be it hangin out playin pool..or anythin..one holiday-he is not here i am pissed to the core...but its really irritatin to sit all alone in the house havin nothin to do..sory ppl..i am jus bloggin cos i had nothin to do!!..NOTHIN TO DO..screw this bull shit BUNTH..[:(]

College Gimmicks.....

Hey ppl...Long time since i blogged..almost a week..thats cos of these stupid interns...ARRRGGGghhhh...find no time for anythin these days...so..College is gettin better by the minute...U feel more homely as days pass by..like i remember the first day of college...i was simply scared..i didn know the place..i was starin at somethin unusual...there were people all around me..and many seniors pissed me off!!..[:P]..Everything seemed so NEW..i was used to hangin out at a place i knew real well...I went to the canteen the first day..It was INSANE...guys n gals swarmin the place chattin and everythin...everyone seemed to know what they were doin and where to go..i felt puny and stupid...i knew very few people there...Shrey was talkin to his school seniors treatin them..i was standin in the middle of the canteen completely LOST..Scared again..scared cos i was very unfamiliar at all this..But i had to sit thro for another 4 years..so i told myself,"Stop complainin fool..its YOUR college..ROCK ON!!"....From then on it has been no turning back...In my previous posts i would have mentioned or hinted about days i have hated college..all that is BULL SHIT..I LOVE college....INFACT i love evrythin about it..so...I would like you guys to know some people who make college fun and everythin...

SHREY:
The only guy in the college to whom i can talk in english..talk about rock music..Swear at..Be sweared back at..its always fun with shrey around...But not always..cos he becomes a maniac durin interns[Padipaali effect katvaan... :P]....But he is one of those perfectly sensible,logical guys around..of course we freak out in col but otherwise..Shrey is logically CRAZY.. :D

SARVO aka SARAVANA:
Seriyaana pannadai...[:P]..on day one i saw this fella i knew it was fun all over...EJJATLY..very cool-headed..No.1 in ootifyin everyone...Easy on life..Me and him and loads of other guys hang out after col and talk Vetti Nyayam..a chance to know all of em better..Cell phone lai soora kadalai poduvan!!..But its always fun with him around!!..SARVO is
studious fella too..solves SFM sums like mad!!....Funk ellam VECHIRUNTHAAN..paavam seniors asked him to get rid of it!![:P]..anyways SARVO is jus one of em who will be there for you..
VINOD aka VINO:
More easily known as DIVYA DIVYA...he he ..lol...very different..typical carmel garden produce..slick hair style..he is the only one whom i have known to have a perfectly super love life..And he boasts of it too..panni..all rounda paatha nallavan...but KD..he is mostly the centre of interest when it comes to ootifyin..VINO is ooma kusumbhan..My bud when it comes to cuttin class..illatiyum ivan en nalla friend..MUTHU aka AKV:
the day i met him in knew he was ROWDI..lol..i was wrong..both of us share an interest for ARUVAL and BLOODSHED..!![:P]..Very openly critical especially about gals..sema gethu attitude..me,sarvo and muthu screw Vino every evenin..the four of us form an integral day scholar gang in class...Muthu is serious when it comes to learnin and puts in loads a effort...MUTHU is COOL..to the core..
SRIRAM aka SOAP SRI:
Comedy king of our class....he can compete with the likes of Vadivelu when it comes to fun...no mercy ..teachers aa irunthaalum naana irunthaalaam ooti thalleeruvaan....he is always there for fun n frolic..Masti attitude...he is the No.1 kadalai in class..not bad for someone who has been in boys school all his life!!..[:P]..SRI is SENSATIONALLY stupid!!..
RAKESH and VASANTH BALAJI:
Comedy Gundans of our class..Rakesh is freak..very friendly...very talkative and very funny...me and him take the same col bus..Vetti kadhai sight seein ellam sernthu pannuvom along with SABARi[IT friend].....we were once caught by out tutor DSk fer commentin and enactin his gimmicks rite in front of him...athun GETHU thaane!!..And vasanth balaji is WAY different from the lot..me and him were in the same polling booth for election duty...nalla body builder..girls piss him off!!..but nice to hang out wit..
Ok...this list does not end here..ill tell u more n more guys in the forthcomin posts..ippothakki ithu jaasthi...CHOW..

Bliss in piss

Ok..firstly this post might contain some words that might not sound too pleasant to the ear..but it is funny!![ lol..i like showin off :P ]..but seriously dont curse me after readin this.post...I was goin mad writin poems on everythin that came to my mind..piss..!!!..no offence guys..i am a lil bit crazy i guess...I present to you BLISS IN PISS:

I had this thing on my mind,
For a very very long time,
Why aint nobody wanna write,
Any shit about our own shit..

When you wake up every mornin,
The beer makes your head go spinnin,
You know you wanna unwind,
All you gotta do is free your mind..

Hmmm..You keep thinkin,
"Which can help me attain??
The freshness of the mornin flowers..
And the energy of the rooster"..

Your search ends here,
Hey..have no fear,
You can only find bliss,
When you let out your piss..

The first thing every mornin,
Is to quit all your mournin,
Bring your pants down at once,
N piss like you know no bounds!!

You slowly slide your zip,
N you gotta let her rip,
Piss off fast n hot,
Coz you aint got another shot...

Oh!it feels so fine,
When it comes out like a line,
You jus quit your flappin,
And let the piss do the talkin..

When you let it all out,
You ll feel so fine,
You piss the shit out,
You wont have to cry..

Never forget to piss yo,
Or you'll turn into a psycho,
Learn to pull your zip down,
Or your wet pants could bring a frown..

Piss like a pro,
Always do it down and low,
Know the basics of this spree,
Its also known as pee!!

Uh hu..i aint kiddin,
Finish pissin in the mornin,
You know you done it great,
Coz there cant be no mistake..

The feelin when you are done pissin,
Its sinkin..activatin your brain..
Whenever you do it,
Wherever yo do it,
When you done pissin,
Remenber to keep flushin..

So there you have it,
A poem on pissin and how,
If you aint a freak my friend,
You would think im insane!!.. :D

Ok...i know i know..GROUUSEEEEEE... :P lol..i find it funny..

The love i have for you..

Hey ppl..TOOOOooo much posts in a matter of three days eh!!...well this is jus another rap-poem..the theme:LOVE..actually guess when i came up wit this...fridays were special..cos we got two hours of computer programming lab..i got a chance to show of my skills at windows and C...(ellam RAMAMOORTY sir thantha trainin lol)..anyways i was bored the other day..i finished the exercises and was simply ,messin wit the machine..then i decided to write somethin and this is wat it looked like:

I have learned to,
Live without you,
Our love was so true,
But you never gave a clue,
That you were going to,
Go far away from the truth..

That you do love me,
That you do yearn for me,
That you do want me to be free,
But the fact is,
You never admit your love to me..

I have not been so well,
Since the day i met you,
Its been like livin in hell,
If i dont get to see you,
If i dont get top feel you,
If i dont get to love you..

Now jus listen to me,
Give that love back to me,
Show me the way to harmony,
Help me loose my purity,
Make me yell in anxiety,
Dont throw me at reality,
That you will never ever love me..

I have sacrificed myself,
To the beauty of your soul,
Dont you think i deserve,
The love i lost back home,
So please tell me the fact,
Am i the one or not,
Please tell the world the truth,
Am i the one you sought..

The love that i gave you,
Is pure and very true,
My heart is all in blue,
So what you gonna do,
I am not here to bother you,
I jus wanna know the truth,
Am i the one or not,
Do i have a shot or not??

Because i am the one,
Your very own love,
because i am the one,
Your very lone soul,
Because i am the one,
Your love for all the heart..

Ithula thrill enna na computer miss saw this poem...she asked me what it was ..but nan MALUPEETEN..then i had to come another day and take a copy of the poem on a pen drive..orey tension..but comp lab was always fun..durin the first couple of classes we were asked to do MSword..i thought that was stupid..so i took my mp3 along wit the data cable..when miss was not lookin i plugged it into the machine and transferred the songs..since we went to the language lab the pc's had head fones..cool eh??..so i switched to vertigo(my then favorite song)..alex thomas my friend was sittin near me..i was so into the song ..i was air guitarin of course..but the i got too involved and i shouted"dei alex..ippo guitar kelu..it goes naaa.naaaa.naa..."...i shouted my ass off!!..the whole class was lookin at me..miss asked what i was doin..again malupeeten..but that was one embarrassing moment..phew..COL IS FUN AINT IT??

Nerds..eeewwwww

He he..u get the thing...as soon as i came into college i knew all the people would be free of worry after all the hectic preparations for the public exams..But i didn give my mom what she wanted..i disappointed my teachers,grand ma,dad mom,bro..all of em wanted me to study hard..but VASANTH never listens does he!!... so after gettin into col i was only hopin to have fun...i was hopin that atleast now all students would take a break and chill in college..but what i was in store for!!..O.M.G..all the ppl in my class were nerds..ok atleast all of em sittin in the first three benches..i was pissed wit em..u kno..finishin records,scorin marks,completin all assignments..eeewww...i guess all these people kno is to learn write..learn write..ellam waste pasangha..this is wat i hav got to say about them.(P.S:i dont think this post is even worth a read)

My class feels so great,
The aura never fades,
But sometimes its not the same,
Because of some nut-cracked cases..

Screw em,Screw em,
Screw all those nerds,
Scorin marks,causin mayhem,
A big sshhhh.. to all of them..

To hell wit those creatures,
I hate em to the core,
Screwed up for life,
They make me say bad stuff,
Stuff which i never meant at all,
Coz i feel so puffed up,
To kick their ass like a brute!!..

I never meant no harm,
But they make my anger burn,
Like im a stupid guy,
Coz im a fucked up lie!!

Screw em,Screw em,
Screw all those nerds,
I puke at seein them,
They make me loose my cool,
Gettin on my nerves,
You'll regret it,yes you will,
Im a bad ass man,
I dont forgive this clan,
The group of screwed up nerds..

Il tell u wat..this is like the LOUSIEST post i hav ever done..

Death is all i ask..

Hey..maybe this title sounds stupid n creepy..or maybe its jus another piece of stupid 'rap-poetry' (i like callin my chef-d'oeuvres this way!! lol)..this poem came durin my intital days of col...well i wasn too angry or pissed or somethin but this death and anger and frustrations thingys were always in my head!!..so comes DEATH IS ALL I ASK :

Visons creep my head,
Disturbin my brain,
My senses dont listen to me,
They seem to wayward now,
Interruptin my existence,
I hear no sound of love,
The walls feel cold and dark,
I cant seem to get enough,
Aaah..i feel so cursed,
My state is so beserk,
My head is gonna blow,
To pieces right now,
I cant comprehend it,
Blah-blahs that i hear,
My senses seem so blanked,
By the vision of hell's trance,
Aaah..i feel so broken,
Drained of all good,
I feel so lame,
The point i turn insane,
I feel so left alone,
T o wander back home...

All i see is darkness,
Enveloping my hard sadness,
A steam of rage so big,
To turn my world to dust...

Staring at the gates of hell,
Death seems so close by,
I try to let out a yell,
But no one to say goodbye,
A stone wall across me,
Restrictin my ecstasy,
The dearth of life is gone,
Im goin crazy all along..

The journey aint so great,
I tyr but their is no escape,
Hallucinations in my mind,
Keep comin back time after time..

Starin at the demon's face,
My existence,a big mistake,
Its time i died a death,
That no one could digest,
Thorns prickin at my feet,
Blood curlin underneath,
Red roses dont look at me,
Coz im a bad misery,
An omen is what i am,
Bad happenings when i come,
The crowd is afraid of me,
A satan in reality..

My life is comin to a close,
A life i wanna dispose,
So death,I welcome wit a hug,
Death can ease all the pain,
Death can cause all the change,
Death is scribbled all over my face,
Death is not what i hate,
I know but i ask nonetheless,
Gimme death and nothing less..

So...i guess i used the words like hell and satan while referrin to death just to bring out some powerful emotion shit to this thing..but personally..i think its REAL FUNNY!!..

Lost MYself...

Er...my name..VASANTH..evalo azhagaana peru...till school i stayed unique..like only very few people in the whole school were named VASANTH..i was real happy..but O.M.G...i am in college
n guess how many vasanths in my class!!..freakin 4!!..4!!..n if u include the first yr guy in mech there are 5 in total...i was so taken aback..wateva..the point is i hav LOST MY IDENTITY..so i blame below..

These days just seem so long,
Even for the big and strong,
My life is down like a pile of trash,
It takes some time to clear this bash,
Loneliness creeps all over me,
Making me lose my identity,
Stopping my dance of sanity,
Hell is booming my clarity..

I have lost myself,
In the deep dark woods,
No one to hear me out,
To see me through to the end,
I have lost myself,
Now im crying out loud,
I have lost myself,
Lost myself..

All the pain groomin inside me,
Waitin to blast out at the sea,
All the crap misery within me,
Loomin for a lowly chance to reap,
Reap into something,
A monster in the mournin,
Suicide does seem so sweet,
Its the only way to peace..

I have lost myself,
In protrudin pain,
Tryin hard to escape,
From this endless rowdy maze,
I have lost myself,
Now im cryin out loud,
I have lost myself,
Lost myself..

it happens a lot..like when one vasanth is called for 4 of em stand up confused to who they r referrin to..its completely irritatin if u see it from my perspective..boo hoo...anyways i always try to stay the best n the wackiest of em all...VASANTH..i love u!!.. [:P]..1000 lai oru vasanth paathurukken..ok..100 lai oru vasanth na kooda ok..but rite now..im 1 in 4 ppl!!..like im ONE-QUARTER !!..boo hoo again.. :(

To hell with Saints

Hi folks...i jus love to SWEAR...only in english but tamil crap creeps up now and then...i think swearin is the best way to let out all the anger,frustration and everythin inside ur head...i apologise to all those who dont find this below verses not so SWEET to the ear.. [:P]..of course its not a crime to swear.. everyone does..my friends,mom,zidane,kurt cobain,sachin,...evryone u know does it...so here goes nothin..

Saints of the earth,
Its time you woke,
The world is drown,
In a mystic frown,
It needs your help,
To stand up hell,
Just make it out here..

Everyone is so lame,
Turning f***in insane,
I cant take it anymore,
Kill em all bastards..

But You dont listen,
The Saints are silent,
Everyone is losin it,
And you dont give a shit,
The saints are busy,
No time for reality,
Dont give a fuck to destiny,
The future..a pile of shit..

Screw you morons,
You aint cool,
Im pissed with your ways,
I hate it and i puke,
Its me here now,
ALL alone,no hope,
Life aint sweet,
When the saints dont weep...

ok..no offence..i DO SWEAR DONT I??.. :D..hmm..anyways thats me..but i use the f word a lot..tryin to stop it but jus cant seem to..i have pissed people of sumtimes..but i jus cant help it...k..until next time..

Swollen Mind..

So..i came up wit this thing when i was thinkin..yeah the very basic stupid thing which all humans do..if only we didn have the ability to think..man no Einstein,no Newton,no SHARAN[:P],no Eletricity,no crap OPTICS in physics..but still the human mind is the most complicated thing that can ever be..so i thought why ot write sumthin abt it..
P.S:Ideal for No-Brainers too(includin me!!)

Swollen mind,
Doesnt feel so fine,
Hasnt got no break,
It aint a piece of cake..

Swollen mind,
Workin all the time,
Stuck up in a place,
No light,no escape..

Swollen mind,
Knows how to lie,
It goes left and right,
Mumbled maze,all fake..

Swollen mind,
Aint got no life,
Trapped in my head,
For a cursed shed..

Swollen mind,
No place to hide,
Work all day,
Work all night..

Swollen mind,
Every chance to shine,
The mute hero inside,
Freak Einstein's mind..

Swollen mind,
Cries out and whines,
But deaf to the one,
Who cares least now..

Swollen mind,
I wish,i pray,
If at all one day,
You turn me insane,
Then swollen mind,
Its time for you,
To Rest In Peace,
Always in my mind..


hmmm...i know its kinda not too impressive. cos i tried to write this poem..its actually like this..i had the word swollen mind stuck up in my head..i didn kno wat i had to do..so i sat down n tried hard for thie poem to come out..goes to show that if u sit n try to create poerty it doesn come..write poems only when it comes straight from the heart..adieu

Turning Point

HMMM...there are some days when i get angry for no particular reason..its like when i see a bunch of girls laughin for nothin i loose my cool..!!..sometimes i get pissed cos i sweat a lot!!..Unwanted blame shifted on somethin or someone..but anyways the below poem was jus one of those instances..here goes nothin..

Its the start of all prep talks,
Time to wear the same stinky socks,
Used to be such a perfect crop,
Now its high time i forgot,
The pain that you drive through me,
All the way all around,was so extreme,
It made me cry for the love that ceased,
Now i sing a solo rhyme,Ma life aint sweet...

Buried deep inside me,
Your face comes back now and then,
But for all that you did to me,
All i have done is repent,
Shallow seas encrypt my vision,
A deep dark hole full of bloody toxication,
The love i gave you then,all mistaken,
Now you have cursed me,
I.m a nomad who aint so neat...

wel..if u are regularly readin my blog ull prolly know that i qite often use the words aint life seet etc etc. a lot in my 'poems'..well i am not too good at vocablary(unlike nith.. :P)..in this poem i have blamed some gal..like i already said i blame people for nothin..another thing is that im short tempered..ill tell u abt it in my sucessive posts..its a big thing..so until next time..Stay the same and dont ever blame!! [(punch dialougue mathiri irukkulae ... :D)]

When lust plays out..

Ok..i was was real bored in class the other day..chemistry miss was makin me yawn like hell..i was tellin myself.."dai vasanth..thoonghathae..yenthiri..aargh"...but miss was not helpin stuff..naan nalla payan vera peru eduthuten miss kitta..so i had to listen no matter wat...and the best way to ACT like u are listenin is to take notes...well i seriously wrote sumthin..here it is..

Could you please shut the door??
Can you lie down on the floor??
Its time we made some love;
With a lot of lust and hope..

Can you make this night at home??
A sparkling one..for im alone..
You've made me yearn for the love..
Now its time you showed me how..

Can you turn me real insane??
Can you cry out loud and blame??
Cos i can feel the aura waitin..
To explode down to smitherins..

Wo ho ho..I feel all alone,
Break me down,with the might you hold,
Wo ho ho..I feel so strong,
So lets turn it on,but not for long..

Its only me and you tonight,
Please switch off the freakin lights,
Enough with all the fights,
Lets make love here tonight....

So...u can call it a sorta song i guess..i plannin to learn the guitar some day and start my own band...shrey will be the base guitarist..sharan the keypad guy..shiv the drummer..and i the lead singer along wit ashish and ashwyn!!.. :P ...hey its not a crime to DREAM now is it??..

Frustrations Overboard

Ok...this seemed logical to me..after the completely idiotic start to the blog its time i put sumthin worth readin...ok this poem i wrote when college began...there is a whole freakin story behind this..but ill get to that later.. its the day we got our id cars from college..the day i showed it to some people in my class..the day i was completely pissed..but its thing of the past..anyways here goes nothin..

all i meant was good
but they make me feel bad
i hav no time to relax
cos they r kickin ma big ass
i feel so lonely these days
no one to hear me sing
the world does seem to care
about my past n all that crap

i hav tried to find
the reason for my crime
but i feel helpless tonite
and i feel i wanna cry
i jus want to set this right
the black mark on my file
but the ways its been till date
oh frustratin ma headache

i feel so fucked up
my life has no huff-puff
my head aint all that great
its mournin my mistake
the mistake i seem to do
and yet i hav no clue
the mistake that stays too tight
the mistake of ma life

i feel so insane
but i jus cant explain
its all in ma brain
in a mixed n moulded state
i try to make my mark these days
but its all gone down the drain
"its not my fault" i cry out hard
but no one hear reads ma thoughts

ma sleep is all messed up
thinking hard to make it work
ma life is so fucked up
I jus wanna spice it up
I dont blame those around me
Its me,at the peak of insanity
I aint got no love no peace
the thought stays like a disease
it hurts inside to know
there’s no one to help me grow
but how come I don’t know
the big mistake I did
how come I don’t know


ok i kno its big..but its worth the read...i actually got the inspiration to write this poem from the song by creed..MY OWN PRISON...thats a really good meaningful song..of course my poem aint nowhere near it..but it sorta set the mood for me to write it..ok enough..ill LAMENT in the next post.. Ok..my blah-blah ends here..

Er..My first one

YEAH...so its officially the day it came out.Man it took me such a long time to bring it out...Finally my first post..all thanks to the following ppl:
1.Shrey-for pesterin me to blog abt all i talk..
2.Sharan-for insiitin i start a blog to post my so called POEMS
3.Nith-for providin the spark to blog
4.everyone else who will b readin this blog in the future..
its been on my mind since a long time to start this blog thing..till date i believed in the age-old traditions of writin a diary to pour out all of my stuff ...but this is the hi-tech world..i felt weird cos almost all the people around me were bloggin..i didn wanna miss out on all the fun..so here i am...but it doesn mean i dont like writin..i still write my diary...anyways i am basically a lazy bum...i didn start this blog thing cos i thought i couldn update it regularly...but i thought otherwise n here i am..sorrry that the first post sux completely..im an amateur fer Christ's sake!!..anyways watch out ppl...vasanth is in town!!