Orey TEnsion!!

appa..its been almost an era since i came bac..illai??..neways the other day i went to perur temple..patti, :) my cute patti had arranged for an abishegham there..so i had to leave early..all of a sudden i am too much into god n temples nowadays..mostly durin these recent evenings i hang out wit ma bud karthik..he goes to temple everyday n i accompany him..its so peaceful inside the temple..ok..i aint writin an essay abt my ENLIGHTENMENTS or anythin..crap!!..ok gettin bac to the abishegam..i didn notice that the entrance to the main SANNADHI was not too high..i was doin the usual vetti polapu of sms ing..i hit the wall hard n went down..couldn understand wat the hek went on..phew..i came to ma senses but was real angry..i cursed the fella who built such stupid small entrances,..that would be Mr.RAJA RAJA CHOLA!!..lol...neways i dunno wat happened after that..i was damn moody n angry the whole day..i was pickin on evryone..i almost lost it..i called up all ma pals n started blastin them like anythin for all the stupid reasons..n that evenin as usual i went to karti's place..i hated him that day cos he looked smarter than me...i blasted him too...but i guess eventually he knocked some sense into me..!! :P ok..intha post ethuku na..if u ever go to temples watch out for stupid low entrances..cos if u get rammed in the head it will HURT..yipee!!..one more stupid post to go wit the rest!!!!!!!

One in the rain!!

YA..Coimbatore is simply awesome,.its climate unbelievable...burnin hot in the noon..but contrastingly pleasin in the evenin..i love the rain..its been on for the past three days..im LOVIN it..totally..so i was sittin wit my patti today not knowin wat to do..there was no power..so i was a sittin duck n had nothin to do..but then suddenly poetry OVERFLOWED..[:P] lol...

These days never promised hope,
My life,a long winding rope,
I look up at the skies,
Only dark clouds shadow the light..

And i wish for it all change,
To end all sorrow thats decayed,
I look out far and wide,
The lightning flashes in my eyes..

Right then,i saw a ray of hope,
That pierced my eye with a brilliant stroke,
She walked before my shallow eyes,
And brought a smile to my dark nights..

When i used to sit and cry,
All the pain that lurked inside,
I tried hard but i could not swipe,
The tears that crept from my eyes..

She wiped it all away alright,
All the pain and sorrow from my life,
She worked like wonder,like the magical rain,
That pours down from the dark skies..

She brings the love back into my life,
She takes her time and shows me whats right,
She is there for me yeah,by my side,
Like the pouring rain from the dark skies,
To wash away the tears from my eyes...

This poem is dedicated to the love of my life,,MY PATTI.....
love u a lot granny..

Questions in ma mind..

I have been thinking a lot these days..[its a miracle that i even think :P ..lol]..Not about physics or chemistry..no..not circuits..about myself..what am i to the world....i was jus lookin at my college calender over the past one year..what the hell did i achieve comin to college??...lemme c..i did a paper presentation..went to a couple of quizzes..won some stupid competitions in college...ellarum panrathu thaan...then comin to the studyin part i did a bit..not to my full potential...[if i had did the "workin-to-my-full-potential" thingy i wouldn be in SREC...lol]..but i love my college..its like the perfect place for me...lookin on the socialising lessons i learnt...quite a lot..all the guys of my class are simply awesome..we are one BIG gang always together..one of my fren's dad passed away a couple of months ago..i remember everything that happened that day..
I was just going on a casual walk to the hostel..i went straight to susheel's room..he had been moody since morning..plus he didn attend 3rd and 4th hours..so i jus thought i would check on him....i entered his room and felt uneasy..i couldn find him...there couched in a corner..i was like "Enna da machan....??"..he turned up with tears in his eyes..then sampath told me.."susheel's dad passed away an hour ago"...My God..I stood their speechless..i was confused,irritated..confused cos i didn kno wat i could do to help the poor fella...irritated cos it was real unfair decision on him...he was cryin and he looked at me and said.."machan..enna da ippadi pannitaan!!"...i could see tears out of the corner of my eye..i controlled it and wiped em off...i tried to make him feel better..but what could i possibly say..i had no words..console..i tried that..but my heart went real heavy..i blamed god..cursed him rather..for this totally abrupt unfair situation...that afternoon i told my other class guys..all of em were there..each n every one to support him...stay by him at this sorta situation...i kept away..i was questionin myself.."why didn you cry?..you kno u feel bad??..but y didn you cry?.."..thinking such thoughts only made it worse..i actually thouhg ti was a bad person cos i didn cry..which i kno is utterly stupid..but i guess..what ever..then v all did our best to console him...all of the guys helped us to get tickets for susheel to go to hydrebad..and a very unforgettable name resounded in our ears...he was SATISH..he was doin MCA first year in our college...if it had not been for him,v couldn hav done nethin..he helped us wit money to get the tickets..he was there all the way..makin fone calls to travel agencies..blockin tickets..Vasanthan arranged for a call taxi...me,susheel,sampath and sathya went in the car along wit the DAS...Das was also very helpful..thanks to his mom,we got tickets on a certain airline..meanwhile karthi,vinod,sriram and sarvo had already taken bikes to search for tickets..finally we made sure he got the flight...i jus look back at the incident and i wonder at how great the class guys are..they are there for u whenever you need them...each n everyone..unhesistating n relentless...i SALUTE you all my frens...
Getting back to the questions in my head....i was wonderin if i was in anyway contaminated in the head for not cryin...i dunno..i felt very sad..i knew how tough it was for him..but i only wanted to share his sorrow..i so wanted to get the burden of his shoulders..these days i see him in class..v share a light moment..but i can see the sadness predominant at the corner of his eye..and i always make sure that he is fine and doin ok...i still pray to god everyday and i ask him one thing..only one "God,please let me not see somethin like this happen again.."...i kno my prayers are definitely gonna b answered..but lookin at this from a broader perspective..lookin at other people in the world who suffer and share the same sadness...i only hope i can have a word with all of them..my point is this:If you can show these people that you are always there for them,that ll be the major talking point in years to come..and if you rally mean it that alone is enough to stir some good will in their hearts..so my frens..dont think im givin you crap advice..Just see to that whenever you can,,make sure that people like susheel..people whom you may or may not know..people that need your attention..people who hide their sorrow..make sure that you do your part to make their lives a better peaceful one for them...

SONG

I am hopefully gonna learn guitar startin these sem holidays...i listen to loads of rock music..shrey i s my guru of course..plus i love to sing.i try loads of vocals of many songs..they suck of course...but if ever in the near future i learn to play tolerable guitar notes n a significant voice this ll b my first song,..

Could you please shut the door?
Can you lie down on the floor??
Its time we made some love,
With a lot of lust and hope..
Can you make this night at home,
A sparkling one for im alone...
You've made me yearn for the love,
Now its time you showed me how,
Can you turn me real insane??
Can you cry out loud and blame??
Cos i can feel the aura waitin,
To explode down to smitherins...
Wo ho ho...I feel all alone,
Break me down,with the might you hold,
Wo ho ho...I feel so strong,
So lets turn it on,but not for long...
Its only me and you tonight,
Please switch off the freakin lights,
Enough with all the fights,
Lets make love here tonight..

A ONE TO REMEMBER

These days just seem to take a lot of time,
The nights long and dark,nothing seems too fine,
Questions that keep coming back,and wake me up at night,
Reminds me of the face that i knew i missed alright..

A silent monster creeps inside my head,
Visions of an unspoken,unusual hate,
A wriggling yearn for the love of my mate,
Weighs down on my heart; its burden great..

I request the peace of my clouded mind,
But it never listens to all my cries,
It darts around in a seemingly fast pace,
Never has it seen such crooked mazes..

All i can think of is the reason for this state,
Cos never in my life had i felt this craze,
I wonder at the wonders of this ultimate sillyness,
Imagination reaches an unimaginable madness..

I relish the solitude,when the world is long gone,
It feels real great,i simply love the change,
I have tried real hard,yet is stay insane,
I just cant explain this super crazy game..

My hand trembles,rather wobbles when i hold the phone,
Her voice sends pleasure through my very soul,
This aint an exaggeration,just the fact,
Cos some might say..im a real wack!!...

I turn very silly and mumble like a kid,
I feel real good,in my right i should,
I still remember every word,every syllable,
Etched in my head,like a soothing miracle..

But now,i dunno why,someone's distracted,
And i feel bad,my gladness subtracted,
I hope i can put an end to this tremble,
Cos i jus cant lose her,even if there's a resemble..

For she has and will always stand by my side,
And so will i,till the end of my life,
For the gal who made my existence worth,
For the gal who made my life all important,
For the gal i have and will always treasure,
I only wait and hope for things to get better..

POEM NO.5

OK..this is not all that crap..i was talkin to my friend janani over the phone the other day..she was tellin about the ppl around the world..y we are gifted...sounded real weird to me..but anyways she was tellin me abt the soldiers at LOC..abt their sacrifice and stuff..as i had nothin to do i was thinkin abt wat she said..and i saw a poem comin at the end of it..here goes nothin..

Guns and barrels,
Cries of pain,
Bloodshed ridden,
All over the place..

Succumbed to the enemy,
Scorched by gun powder,
Wounded corpses,
Of sargents and soldiers..

The battlefield drenched,
By the tears of love,
The doom of life,
Stays dormant,no deny..

Souls of the deceased,
Hover on the ground,
Searchin for a way,
For comfort in the grave..

Some look at hell,
A few look at heaven,
But none can quench,
The thirst of the demon..

With the red in his eyes,
He swoops on their lives,
No oil in the bath,
Only pain left to rot..

There you go..a poem which somewhat makes some kind of sense..thus the CRAP POETRY SERIES officially comes to an end....i thank u all for ur support..i'd love it if u screw each n every poem in this series..!![:p]

POEM NO.4

Solid Fluid Mechanics aka SFM....soora kadi....its actually a bit ok..i mean the answers calculator parts r kinda eeze..but the subject is basically TOTAL CRAP...so i usually sit at the back..our sir is simply phenomenal..[did i get the spellin rite?? :O..lolz..]...he tries real hard..but after a certain limit its TERRIBLE...so this is the latest addition to the crap poetry series..

Very many days,
Vehement protests,
Crooked visions,
Rooted to your head,
Sprinkled sadness,
Enveloped by madness,
Crude to thy heart,
All that is lost,
Sentiments,sensations,
Slumbered in silence,
The spine lays dead,
At the feet of hell,
My mind is 'maniac'-ed,
Its pace dead slow,
Nephrons jus explode,
Loosened confusion,
Completely mistaken,
Perplexed perxeption,
Of death in excitation,
My grip on life,
Now a brutal lie,
My life,a lie,
All day,all night..

Thoughts unfulfilled,
Supremely blunt,
The depth of black,
Infinite at the bank,
Emotions inscrutable,
Sorrow unstoppable,
Even sleep,sorrow-struck,
Nightmares beserk,
The cry of guilt,
From far within,
Mourning Martha,
Bangs on the door,
Evolves the satan,
All on the floor,
Kill me all at once,
I cant stand this trance,
Weakened,weathered,
Wasted and hurt,
My life,a lie,
All day,all night...

i wouldn mind if u crack up after readin this..i think it is especially funny..ill quote some of my own "sillyness"..lol!!..i tried to make the poem seem very serious;so instead of actually concentratin on the topic n purpose i rather gave a damn to the words n voca..and i ended up wit some utter BULL SHIT..i still hav no clue as to y i used MOURNING MARTHA..seemed totally illogical..but thats me..n my TRADEMARK CRAP POETRY!!..he he..excuse my cranky attitude..